Irreplaceable

I think the title speaks for itself. You as a person are irreplaceable, once gone that is it, there are no take backs or redo's. So why not live life to the fullest in every capacity? What is holding you back from living? What relationships are you afraid of having? Are you afraid of people saying things about you or what others might think? Is that extra weight keeping you from going out? 


For the longest time I did not want to live life to the fullest. There were many factors that contributed but as a result my weight rose to the highest it ever has been. I decided not to go outside of the home for months at a time only to go to High School and come home. I have worked through many of those contributing factors and am pretty happy where I am now. So what is holding me back?


My weight. Simple as that. 


I haven't been on a date since last November. I have never kayaked. I can't fit into a seat to go on a simple roller coaster ride. That is pretty tough to chew out of all my 'can'ts'. I have realized though in my short journey thus far that my can'ts will be changed as long as I keep at it and will be 'cans'. Isn't it better to CHOOSE not to do something as opposed to not being able to? That is the way I think that it should be. 


Weight should not define who I am and what I can do. So, I have decided to take back my weight and my life. I am working towards being the person I want to be. After all, I only have one life and one body it is my time to show the world who I am. I am irreplaceable.

☼Ashley☼